<3

♥ What I've longed for, ain't coming true.

2007-05-14T11:02:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOO :D
NO LONGER USING BLOGGER CURRENTLY.
MOVING ON TO XANGA :D

K, BYE PEOPLE :DDDD

♥ FONDUE DAY

2007-05-12T23:24:00.001-07:00

I just love the fondue day today <3
Met up with FBD and SJ to go to town to EAT FONDUE :D
During the bus trip, SJ sat beside a man that was SUPER FUNNY.
He just kept falling asleep and leaning on SJ.
HAHAHA :D
We crapped and joked alot on the bus,
so it seemed like we had reached town in only a few minutes.
Then we tried to find Haagen Dazs for like 1 and 1/2 hours.
Everyone gave us the wrong directions because
when we went the place they told us,
it was either wrong or not there anymore.
In the end, we went to City Hall.
At first when we asked the information counter, the lady said that
there was no Haagen Dazs there. And we almost wanted to scold SJ.
However, we've realised that there is a Haagen Dazs at Esplanade.
And yes yes yes, when we found the Haagen Dazs shop,
WE WERE LIKE OH MYYYYYYYYY, FINALLY!
I'm not exaggerating okay.
Try finding a shop for like 1 and 1/2 hours,
and when you finally find that shop,
the feeling is like so great.
So we ate FONDUE and TRIPLE YES, it's BLISS MAN!
But after eating, we were ULTRA FULL.
Then we went to somewhere outside Esplanade,
which is what I call, The Esplanade Walkway.
We crapped and laughed and enjoyed the wind.
Of course, we enjoyed waving to the tourists too.
But poor SJ, the man he waved to didn't wave back.
Haha.
And he gave up waving to people after just ONE SETBACK.
However when he tried once again after like VERY LONG,
he succeeded! :D
So, SJ, you shouldn't give up easily.
Hahah :D
After that, it began to drizzle,
and then IT BEGAN TO POUR.
So we ran like idiots to the shelter.
Actually FBD told us to go to the shelter soon,
but we just didn't.
Hahah :D
Then we settled at some corners of Esplanade to cam-whore.
Oh, FYI, we took like 100 plus pictures today.
While cam-whoring, I had hiccups and SJ enjoyed mocking at me.
Okay, I just hate hiccups. :D
After that, we went to the toilet.
Though it's nothing much to blog about,
but I just wanna mention that FBD and I wanted to scare SJ
when he's coming out of the toilet,
but apparently, he was already out and we didn't know that.
HAHA :D
Then we went to eat Japanese food.
FBD didn't eat because I think she doesn't have the mood to eat Japanese food today.
In the end, we've only ordered an Ebi sushi and Udon.
I shared the udon with SJ and I just LOVEEEEE slurping the noodles! :D
K, after that, we went to buy carnations for my mother and granny.
I love them alot alot okay! :D
Lastly, I bought a new pair of slippers at M(phosis
because my shoes were hurting my toes.
And I sat the MRT to go to Paragon to meet Sophia Sis,
while SJ and FBD sat the MRT home.
I today like alot!
Thanks FBD and SJ! :DDDDD

OKAY THIS IS CRAZAYE :DDDDD

FONDUE! MY LOVE, MY DARLING =D

Psssssst: I seriously think Mothers Day is not about giving extravagant gifts, but instead, it's the sincerity and thought that counts.
Mum and Granny, I love you both. :D

♥ my heart felt numb, i no longer feel a thing.

2007-05-11T15:36:00.000-07:00

YAY :D
MYE is finally OVER!
DOUBLE YAY :D
IT MEANS IT'S ENJOYING TIME :DDDDD
--
All three sciences: Biology, Chemistry nd Physics, were @@$%^$#@!#@ hard.
I'm prepared to flunk it.
Actually, I thought my Physics could pull my biology nd chemistry marks,
BUT NOOOOO,
it was like so tough :>:>
ANYWAY it's OVER!
& I'LL PRAY VERY HARD :D :D

So forget all 'bout th exams,
now's th time to plan my schedule.
hahah, FONDUE-ing tomorrow :DDDDD
yay, sj's treat :D :D
oh FBD, if you see this,
our plans have changed to FONDUE-ing k k k k k k k?
I'M LIKE SO EXCITED LAHHHH!
& I WANNA GO SHOPPING.
hahahahahah! :DDDDD

k lastly, zhiyuan treated us to movie again.
he says it's a form of “ 发泄 ".
uh, release his unhappiness? or happiness? or anger?
okay i don't know.
but it's a form of releasing his emotions ( that's what he said )
so we watched spiderman 3 :DDDDD
i didn't really want to watch
'cause i don't really like to watch spiderman shows.
in th end, it was rather nice.
and yes yes yes, like what many has said,
TH FRONT PART IS DRAGGGGGY.
after alot has happened, we realised that there's still one hour plus more to go.
all in all, tks zhiyuan for th movie :D

okay, i'll reply tags as promised :DDD

SMACKY haha :D i love you too! tks for being behind me okay?
>Yongkian! k, linked :D
CHERYL okay! :D
Binbin yeah! then we'll know more :D LOVEEEEEEES<3
kegan haha okay, thanks then.
rachelzhen okay welcome :D
melissa(: impulse trips rocks my socks nd pants nd shirt lah :D
>Yongkian! tks for tagging :D
yuting thanks lamepartner. I'M MISSING TH LAME JOKES! <3
HUIMIN -- I LOVE YOU TOO :D
Yuinping me too me too! meet up soon okay, my exams are OVER :D
Thaqif I love you too nut :D Tks for caring okay? I'm fine now :D
melissa(: okay :D
JOCE'lyn i hope so ): & YES, I LOVE YOU TOO <3
melissa(: okay, next time when i'm short, fat & ugly, you must love me too :D
Maggie [: dar <3 i miss you tonnnns too :D i love you <3
>Yongkian! hahah okay thanks :D
Thaqif :D Looks like i'm not th only careless one huh :DDDD
Binbin haha thanks :D nd my exams are OVER :D YAY! :D
weiqin thanks :D nd i'm like so happy to see you that day lah :D
benjamin hahah, nah. i've grown fatter :D
yuting yeah yeah yeah, me too! i love you<3
hannah HEY :D I've linked you :D
esther I've linked you toooo :D
JOCE'lyn me too :D let's play them again k? :DDDDD
Laura yeah damn sad, lucky i saved it :D
MICHELLE relinked :D nd i saw you today :DDD
>Yongkian! haha, no more chance to ace'em already ):
Yanling Tks for being there for me always okay :D
ZIWEI haha I LOVE YOU AI AI :DDD
Yuinping YEAH, MINE ARE OVER :DDDDDDD
Liyana okay :D see you again soon k babe :D
>Yongkian! haha, it was a last minute decision, NEXT TIME I'LL DEFINITELY CALL YOU :D
BEL :D haha yeah :D nd i've linked you :DDD
JOCELYN thanks smackkkkkk :D i love you ALWAYS :D
Yuinping you too :D thanks for being there yesterday :D I LOVE YOU LIKE NUTS <33
JOELYN flossy! <3 my exams are like finally over lah! MEET UP SOON SOON SOON :D

--

you'resucchans,pls!

pssssst:
cause of kianny tan :D,
i'm loving COURIER NEW SO MUCH :D

♥ out of indignation, out of disappointment.

2007-05-09T19:42:00.001-07:00

hiiiiiiiii :D
so today was math paper 2.
it wasn't really that smooth though.
but i think i can at least pass :D
anyway, two more papers to go!
yay :D

--
ate at foodcourt with FBD nd precious today.
but i couldn't seem to finish my noodles.
though i felt like i've eaten alot,
there's actually ALOTTTTTT left.
but in th end, i managed to finish all th noodles k! :D
nd they were laughing at th way i eat lahhhhh
):
k, thn i went back to school with
smack, sonny, lame partner nd th daniels :D for chemistry IP.
we had to wait for 1 hour or even longer
'cause time's not up.
but i had LOTTTTTSA fun drng that period of time :DDDDDD
k, first smack nd i played a game 'bout how well we know each other.
nd we both've gotten 15/20, which is not bad k! :DDD
thn sonny nd daniel l. got interested in our game.
so we took turns to test each other.
we've gotten like 13/15 for their test ( which most was answered by smack :X )
nd they FAILED our testtttttt ):
how could they lah!
but our questions were rather tough.
haha :D
we asked questions like,
what song would we sing every friday @ our primary school.
it's really tough nd yeah, as expected, they didn't get it :D
next, we tattooed on daniel c's hands :D
i signed my name on it k.
he must be very honoured huh! :D
nd i know he won't wash his hands.
hahahahh :D
thn we started to say jokes,
but not alot 'cause everyone
either forgotten th jokes, or they ran out of jokes.
so we played like scissors-paper-stone nd hai dai nd other other games.
ND I CAN CERTAINLY VOUCH THAT SMACK'S A PRO-HITTER.
she'll began with little force
nd then suddenly, she would just hit like very hard lah!
haha.
NEXT NEXT NEXT WERE TH WRESTLING GAMES :D
first was with smack. nd she won th left hand, but i won th right hand.
second was with sonnnny! i won okay, but with two hands :DDDDDDDDD
thn next was daughter daughter :D she kept saying, 1,2,3, thn
she defeated me, nd her SUPER-DUPER-CUTE sentence is,
wo ying le. :DDD
hahah.
in th end, she wonnnn.
EHHH BUT WAIT A MINUTE,
she won 'cause i let her win.
haha. i didn't wanna show my real powerrrrr :D
anyway, we had a deal to have another wrestling competition,
nd by that time, i'll win lah!
:DDDDD
hehehehehehehehehehehe
pssssst: daughterrrr! i can type it perfectly without repeating too! ( nd FAST ) HAHA! :D
then i've also wrestled with yuting.
she won both hands.
why?
because i ran out of energy.
nd,
YEAHHHHH, SHE'S STRONG MAN :D
;
so after that, miss ho came nd we went to th library.
ND I KEPT CALLING HER MISS LOW.
haha, i don't know why either.
in th end, one of them ( i've forgotten who ) was affected by me,
'cause he too called her miss low :D
then th sec ones were like making hell loads of noise.
so they were told off by th sec four teacher, in a funny manner.
nd when she continued teaching,
her own students cheered like mad.
HAHA!
I think it's called ironic, right? XP
k, so miss ho told me not to say that :DDDDDD
then miss ho brought us out to th wooden table,
i think 'cause it's too noisy lah,
nd after i've finished asking my questions, i came back.

k, last two papers nd after that,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
No one can stop me from going on
a shopping spree :D
ND LOTS LAH.
I just can't wait :DDDDDDDD

oh,
nd i'll reply tags after th exams.
REALLLLYYYY :D

i'mutterlydisappointedinyou.
idon'tknowhymustyouresortothat.
buti'malwaysangrywithmyself.
'causeiknowishouldn'tcareaboutyou.
ireallyhopeyouwouldknowlikewhatsrightndwhatswrong.

♥ i was born to love you.

2007-05-08T12:26:00.000-07:00

hi,
so i'm at fbd's house now.
we planned to study but the day's long lah :DDD
there's still alot of time.
anyway, i began to look at her photo album,
which some was cute,
but others was FUNNY UNTIL I LAUGHED OUT LIKE DAMN LOUD :D
nd now she's talking on th phone,
leaving me in th room with AJ :D
So yay I love AJ.
:DDD

Literature today was really bad for me.
To think I woke up at the 5am ( which was a miracle )
just to study for Lit.
Nd I was rushing th whole paper like mad.
I didn't know how to answer most of th questions
nd I came up with my own ' Animal Farm '.
I don't pin high hopes for my Lit.
I don't hope I would ace my Lit.
I just hope I'd pass or get at least a B4.
SIGHHHHHHH >:
K, enough of th unhappy stuffs.
So I just couldn't find my purse,
nd apparently th person that took it don't wanna
return it to me.
& & &
It's suchha miracle that my mother didn't scold me :D
'Cause I was prepared for it nd
for all sorts of punishments I could think of.
LASTLY,
THREE MORE PAPERS TO GO ! :DDDDDDDDDDD
& yay miss low said that i was correct for th graph question :D
after exams would be FONDUE-DAY, sentosa, SHOPPING, KBOX
nd lots of stuffs lah!
hahaha :D
K, i'm finishing my post nd FBD has not finished her conversation.
But she doesn't know I'm blogging 'bout her! :D
Maybe she'll see it later.
:DDDDDDDDD
k, bye.

pssst: maybe i'll come back later to reply th tags :D

♥ it's driving me nuts!

2007-05-07T21:32:00.000-07:00

OKAY SO LIT IS DRIVING ME NUTS.
I'VE STUDIED FOR LIKE 2 HOURS BUT I CAN'T GET ANYTHING IN MY HEAD.
arghhhhhh.
i can't remember th story, th sequence.
when did napoleon gain control?
when did th humans invade?
ALL SORTA FUNNY QUESTIONS ARE IN MY HEAD.
nd IT'S MAKING MY HEAD BURST SOONNNNNN!
argghhhhhhhhhhhh.
^&*&^&%$^#@#!#@$&*&^&%$^$#@$$$$$$###$#$#$##@@#$$@#$#@
2$#%*&^*%$##$$%^&&%%$$#$%^&&54
566^%95t@#&^^$@#$$%&**&**^%&$%&%&%#

k, sorry, i just wanted to distress.
BACK TO MUGGING!
arghhhhh >:

♥

2007-05-07T17:10:00.000-07:00

maybe one will only cherish when things get lost huh?
i don't know 'bout others, but that's me.
yes, i've lost my purse ):
nd there's ALOT of important things inside.
ATM CARD.
EZLINK CARD.
SYF SHOWCASE TICKETS.
SYF SHOWCASE TICKETS' MONEY.
ALLOWANCE.
PAPER HEART <333
MY GOALS!!!!!!
AN AMULET MY MOTHER HAS GOTTEN FOR ME.

hopefully, just hopefully, that someone would be kind enough to return it to me huh.):
nd i'm very grateful to th people that cared for me.
esp, FBD, PRECIOUS, zhiyuan.
& also, Thaqif, nd Precious ( SJ ) Tks ♥♥♥

K, so it's like, we were having breakfast @ Long John Silver.
nd most probably, I lost my purse there.
But apparently, th people working there claimed that they've not seen it.
Then we went to photocopy some Literature notes
nd when I was about to pay, I found my purse missing.
DDDDDD:
I searched my bag
nd th toilet.
So th cleaner @ th toilet said she'd found a wallet.
ND I WAS SO HAPPPPPY.
But when she said it was with a handphone, I knew th wallet wasn't mine.
So she brought me to th Security room
to report loss nd to tell them th description of my purse.
MEANWHILE,
( k i sound like i'm writing a compo )
Zhiyuan nd Precious were at th place where we photocopied th notes.
ND SOMEONE FAINTED.
When I went back to th basement,
I saw FBD looking for me,
nd then we went to th area where th girl fainted.
AT THAT TIME, I felt like fainting too.
In that case, I can run away from reality!
But obviously, I can't faint.
D:
Then there was this Sweet talk auntie that came over
nd she pushed me nd asked many questions.
--
Her: What happened?!
Me: Someone fainted -.-
Her Why? Where's her mother?
I ignored her 'cause I was concentrating on th girl.
& HER MOTHER IS BESIDE HER -.-

Her HOW IS SHE? Where's her mother.
Me: Th doctor's coming lah!
--
I can't help it k.
She just pushed me like that,
which I find that it's VERY RUDE!
I think she should rather HELP then keep asking so many
questions which weren't of any help k.
So in th end, th doctor helped her to th clinic
nd we tried to search for my purse.
We went to th MRT station to report loss for my Ez-link card
but she told me to go to th ticket office at th interchange.
When I reached th ticket office, they told me to call some number.
Like, EVERYONE is pushing me around.
Next we went to th security room to ask where's th nearest Police station or
should we go to th bank to cancel my atm card or sth.
Then he asked me not to go to th bank 'cause they'll ask me to
go to th police station.
So we went to th police station ND
THEY ASKED ME TO GO TO TH BANK!

After that, we were running late for our movie.
PSSSSST: Zhiyuan's treating us to cheer me up. TKS ALOTTTTTTT, really.
It was funny 'cause th theatre was rather empty
nd we kept making noises :D
Overall, I didn't really understand th movie,
maybe just a little?
Based on my guesses :X
Precious got to go after th movie nd FBD, together with Zhiyuan,
accompanied me to th Bank.
GUESS WHAT?!
They said I couldn't report 'cause I don't have my
I/C or Ezlink card.
So they told me to call some number to report.
& I REALLY FELT that everyone is pushing me around.
D:
Th conclusion: I can't find my purse nd hopefully someone'll return it to me soon.
OR ELSE, I'll have to make another ezlink card,
replace th ATM card,
pay for th SYF tickets,
BE CLASSIFIED AS irresponsible nd careless. ( K, I already am. )
ND lost my precious stuffs.
DDDDDDD;
BUT I REALLY PROMISE,
I'll learn to cherish my purse,
& EVERYTHING.

Lastly,
Precious promised that if I'm grounded 'cause of this,
she would accompany me everyday :DDDDDD
yay.

& I really must thank FBD, PRECIOUS ND ZHIYUAN for being there
for me today. :DDDDDD
Tks FBD for tolerating my crap nd being there ;D
Tks precious for switching off my water tap ;D
Tks Zhiyuan for th movie treat nd encouragement. ;D

thpaperheartisgone
ndiguessitwasn'tmeantobe.
maybegod'stryingtohintsomethinglike,
giveupemilia,it'llneverwork.
iknowimjustanothergirlinyourlifethatyouknow.
butijustwantedtobethspecialonendthoneyouwannaprotect.
yousaidyouwasgoingout
butisawyoumixingwithjunwu
ndidontlikeit.
plsdonturnbadk.

/edited

k, i've forgotten to post th conversations of me nd th policeman.
& FBD wrote it in her blog.
Anyway, for convenience sake.
Here's it :D

since there was still time before e movie started soo
we went tu police station tu report lost of purse.
the policeman n emilia's coversations were veri lame...
we were like laughing all e way in e enclosed place.
loud & clear k!?
their coversations were something like these->
emilia : now eu noe my password 4 atm card dun take my $$$ k?!
police : why must ii take? ii oso hav $$$. btw,,, ur friends noe ur password too!
police : do eu noe $$$ is important? can buy food,, help eu survive... ...
emilia : $$$ drop from the sky!
police : eu wish! how much do eu hav in e bank?
emilia : $%@*&#
everyone laughed.
melissa : its her life saving k!?

aother conver...
emilia : wat r eu writing?
police : no,, ii am typing...
emilia : hahaha,, eu veri funny leh! wat eu typing?
(police turned his com tu let emilia see.)
emilia : huh? eu onli typed soo little 4 soo long!?! ii help eu lah!
police : eu come in lor... (tu his place)
emilia : ok!
police : cannort lah,, got camera!

another cover...
emilia : why do eu need gun?
police : no,, ii dun.
melissa : is pistol
police : yarr.. tu shuu bad ppl.
meliisa : shuu!
everyone laughing out loud!

PSSSSST: I HAD A GREAT TIME LAUGHING WHEN I READ IT :DD

♥ You've got everything I wanted.

2007-05-05T19:40:00.000-07:00

010607 SYF SHOWCASE.
Get th tickets from me, or any performing arts student, if you're interested. :D

--
Yesterday was History exam but I shall not elaborate much
'cause it's over :D
In summary, I only can say, there goes my
chances of getting into th Pure History class next year.

After History,
I practically felt free :D :D
Though there are still other major exams coming up,
but History was one subject that could stress me out.
So I didn't study, nor did I have th mood to study.
Actually I planned to go to Precious's house to watch a movie
nd maybe revise a little,
but when we reached th bus-stop, we saw th 190 bus,
nd we boarded it on impulse to go town.
Maybe it's a little too rash or VERY rash,
but I really love this kinda impulse trips :D
It just makes life more interesting :DDDD
K, so we reached town nd we shopped.
We've tried many many clothes,
but they were either too expensive,
or th size was not suitable nd there ain't any more sizes.
So in th end, Precious bought 2 stuffs while I only bought 1.
I hate to go home like with so little stuffs bought.
But I'd have to make do with it since I'm poor now ): ):

In th end, we went back to Lot One 'cause we felt rather bored.
We saw smack near th interchange :D
She had just finished watching 200 pounds beauty.
We saw Kianny, Sonny, Yiyi nd Nadia @ Macs too.
& & & Kianny Tan treated me to ice-cream.
Yay :D Thanks alot!
Sonny was also wondering why'd I know that
he used to be from his primary school's bowling school team.
SIGH! As I said, My antenna's long! :D
Nd besides, I'm his mum, why would I not know?
HAHA :DD
On th way back, I saw Jolene.
& OH MY TIAN, her school shoes are like 2 sizes bigger!
HAHAHA :DD
pssssst: I saw Esther too! yay i love esther! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

K, so today was th movie screening of ' Animal Farm ' @ th AVA room.
I don't really like it.
'Cause Boxer was sent to th knackers.
It's not only in th movie, but also in th book.
DDDDD:
I don't think he deserves to die.
Though it's only a story that's created, but I feel sad!
'Cause I know somewhere in th world, this is happening.
D:
K, enough of it, before I get very emotional.
So I'm going to study with Xin nd SJ tomorrow @ th library :DDDD
Monday's maths paper 1.
Tuesday's Lit.
Wednesday's maths paper 2.
Thursday nd Friday are both science papers.
ND AFTER THAT,
MYE WOULD BE O V E R :DDDDDDD
:DDDDDDDD

k, lastly,
I'M GONNA START LINKING ND NOT BE LAZY ANYMORE :D
'Cause people are complaining that they can't get out off
my blog to other people's blogs.
Nd I'm gonna link from scratch.
So tell me your link huh, thanks.
AND AND ANDDDDDDD,
I've changed th tagboard back to cbox again.
:D

♥ th tangles in my heart

2007-05-04T19:28:00.000-07:00

OHMYTIAN!
I saw him today nd we chatted alot.
K, it's not really A LOT, but it's considered alot for me.
nd th paper heart nd th jokes.
IT'S MAKING ME GO CRAZAYE :DDDDDDDDD
I'M JUST OVERWHELMED WITH JOY.
I'M FEELING HAPPY, ELATED, ECSTATIC, ETC.
K, MY VOCABULARY AIN'T THAT GOOD ND I CAN'T FIND MUCH WORDS.
MY FEELING'S JUST MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY :DDD

I AM JUST

HAPPY!

:D

♥ when they say they're there for you, it might not always be th case.

2007-05-03T19:46:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's history
and it's like @$%^@##^@!@&*^%$# fast.
i feel like there's not enough time to revise.
but i've seriously tried my best k,
so i didn't let down myself.
it's also really suchha headache to get all th facts into my head lah!
but when i think of th motivations for me to work harder for MYE
[ e.g FONDUE AFTER MYE, SENTOSA TRIP ... ... ]
i get so elated that it'll push me to work harder :D :D
and as i promised,
i'll never ever give up no matter how tough th road/process is.
:D
k, so i went back to school today to clear up my doubts
and miss fazlin's busy as what miss low said.
no matter how i tried calling her extension, it would be busy.
so i walked arnd th classroom blocks, trying to find hope.
and yay, i saw miss nut.
but apparently, i think she didn't understand my questions.
HENCE, I FELT SO HELPLESS.
like th teachers say, they'll always be there for us.
but when i'm like trying to find a history teacher, i can't find one to help me.
D: D: D:
k, i really feel like blogging more, but i've gotta mug again like now.
so, bye :D

♥ i knew it wasn't meant to be, but i didn't wanna believe.

2007-05-02T17:52:00.000-07:00

2 more days to history examinations.
but i still feel so unsure of myself.
maybe like what miss low said,
i should stop doubting myself,
but i just can't help it.
i'm just afraid that everything would repeat itself again.
i just lost th feeling of mugging nd studying.
suddenly i feel so tired that i no longer wanna study.
i wanna give up my studies and give up everything.
suddenly i feel that there's no one there.
when i wanna say out all my thoughts,
i realise that there's no one there.
i know that everyone already have their own problems,
so i don't wanna trouble them.
but i really really feel painful to bottle th unhappiness up.
):

changed th url but i don't intend to let anyone know,
i don't intend to let anyone know my troubles.
'cause they can't help.
i'm really trying to stay positive,
but things just seem to go wrong.
i've lost faith in everything,
really everything.

in this world,
who else can i rely on?
--

youlookedveryangrywhenisaidthosetoyou.
iknowimeannothinginyourheart.
iknowyouvemadethingscleartome,
butijustdontwannaacceptthfact.
ijustdontwannagiveup.
iwannahearthhurtfulwordsinorderformetogiveup.
butwhenyousaythhurtfulwords,
icryandgethurt.
idontknowwhatyoucando,
norhowishouldreact.
ijustrealisethatlovingyouisnotthsolutions
toallthproblems.
islovingyouacrime?!
theninthatcase,youshouldn'tlovehertoo.
ifyoucanloveher,whycantiloveyou!

life sucks,
everything sucks.
everything's meaningless.
i just wanna end life like that!

♥ with feets sunk in the sand, with memories etched in our minds.

2007-04-29T16:49:00.000-07:00

yay :D
i've mugged for hours for lit
and there's this sense of satisfaction :DDD

--
i accompanied sis to her friend's 21st yesterday
and we had exactly one hour to take the mrt
from choa chu kang to tanah merah.
i believed that we would be able to reach on time
to take the shuttle bus, though sis believed otherwise.
the journey was long and boring, ):
'cause i was studying history.
but we ended up playing paper games
and it made things alot better :D :D
in the end, we reached exactly one hour after :D,
but we didn't manage to catch the shuttle bus.
stupid bus): didn't want to wait for us.
we were only late for like two minutes! D: D:
so we sat cab over to the chalet.
and the party was so grand that sis felt a little grumpy
'cause her 21st ain't that grand. haha :D :D
but one thing is that the food at sis's 21st was much better.
then, we were stopped to answer the questions,
and sis didn't manage to get it,
so she had to drink ;D
i was too, punished to drink
and it tastes like ... beer.haha:D
k, it's beer so it has to taste like beer.

oh,
one of my greatest regrets was that i didn't get to
eat the wonderful fruitarts that had the
c'mon-eat-us-or-you-will-regret look ): ):
studied throughout 'cause i didn't know sis's friends.
in the end, we wanted to take the shuttle bus to tanah merah mrt,
and guess what, we missed it again. ):
i guess all the shuttle buses dislikes us DDDDD:
so we sat the cab again, and we took the last mrt home.
cam-whored like alot and it was really fun.
i've also realised that sis's camera can take REALLY artistic pictures
and it made me jealous):
so i tried my phone's camera functions
and i REALISED i could do it too.
so i said, ehhh?! i also can do this on my phone!!
and she said, ya lah, of course, your phone's a cybershot phone?!

-.-
i didn't know k!
i mean the fact that my phone had that function.
but it's not too late to know it now too:D

k,
i'm off to mug AGAIN :DDDD
bye!

psssssst: i didn't know i've blogged so muchhhhh :D

♥ 为自己而呼吸,为自己而心跳

2007-04-28T13:32:00.000-07:00

hi,
english examination was not really that good.
my stomach nearly killed me):
but, it has passed and there's nothing i can do.
there was maths IP today and
we were cam-whoring like nobody's business.
but we've finished our work, of course.
then we took a picture of miss low
and she acted cute :D :DDDDDD ( it's quite cute lah :D )
but the picture was rather blur
'cause i was laughing out loud :D
k, then we went to cycle.
it's kinda funny to do these kinda stuffs
during exam period.
but oh well,
we've to relax ourselves :D
oh oh oh, & precious reminded me to blog that
i'm strong and she loves me :DDDD
k, i love you too(:
we played soccer after that
and I perspired like mad.
but it was really fun, very fun and extremely fun :D :D
pssssst: i'm no longer using cbox, 'cause i'm getting rather bored, and i kinda like this :D
oh and i'll reply the tags @ there so it'll be faster and easier :D
k, bye and
mug hard :D

current wish: FONDUE after exams :D

2007-04-25T16:49:00.001-07:00

:DDDDD

today was hershey day :D
'cause everyone gave me hershey
and i'm so shocked.
( except for precious's and zheng xuan's )
OH MY TIANNNNNN!~
what've i done to deserve all of you
to treat me so good? ):
thanks precious, zx, precious2-sj :DDDD
you made my day ;D

♥ all dreams can just be shattered within a day

2007-04-24T18:43:00.000-07:00

current mood: ):

we did our best and
we did a great show.
we know what we deserve and
we're still together as a family.
ELDDS, I Y you all.

But what really upsets me is the comments made by others.
I know people would always say,
" Don't bother 'bout what others say ".
However somehow, in a way or another,
it does affects k,
it does spoil someone else's day.
Like how it spoiled mine.
Well, to those that think we ain't good,
to those that look down on us,
we'll show you what we can do during the SYF showcase.

Beautiful by Christina Aguilera: " ... yes, words can't bring us down ".

What Miss Tang and Miss Fazlin said was right,
we won't face the judges again,
but we'll face our friends everything.

Still, I must say,
ELDDS, good job :D :D

i know that everyone wanted to cry,
but it's just that they were holding back their tears.
eldds,i love you all.

♥ like a rose, trampled on the ground

2007-04-23T17:23:00.000-07:00

2 more days to release of SYF results :D
2 more days to release of twinning programme results :D

k, today was the interview.
i think the teachers didn't really like my answers,
'cause of the looks on their faces.
):
but, maybe there'll be a miracle =DDDD
we'll know the results on wednesday.
AND AND AND during wednesday,
syf results will be released.
it's making me nervous and excited k :D :DD
we've worked so hard,
hopefully ( and i really hope ) that we'll get gold :D
GOLD :DD
but, silver's fine for me too though. :D

mugggggggging in progress.
and,
i realise that there's seriously too much to do.
DDDDDDDDDDD:

♥ FONDUEEEE :D

2007-04-22T00:11:00.000-07:00

hi, hi, hi :D
i'm super duper energetic now :DDDDDD

k, i went for youth service earlier on.
and and dinner at sushi tei after that.
i ate CHAWANMUSHI :D, together with other stuffs too :D
and and and dessert was @ haagen dazs!
we ate FONDUE!
ohmytian,
i love FONDUEEEEE :D
'cause it rocks my socks pants shirt, EVERYTHINGGGGG! :D
i just felt VERY HAPPPY :D :DDDD
oh and i remember seeing a nice cake full of strawberries.
it LOOKED SUPER DUPER NICE.
but i forgotten its name ):

we went for a movie after that ;D
' Wild Hogs '
I thought it would be boring at first.
but it turned out to be so funny I almost fell off my seat.
k, exaggerating :D
but it's really funnyyyyy!

it's really bliss :D
sushi tei ( WITH CHAWANMUSHI ) > FONDUEEEEEE @ HAAGEN DAZS > A SUPER FUNNNY COMEDY.
ohmytian,
i really felt that i was the happiest girl on earth.
:DDDDDDD

oh, during the movie,
a caucasian laughed and she spat out her drink.
at first, i thought what happened.
she reminded me of myself.
that time,
i laughed and spat the drink at FBD.
HAHAHAH :DDDD

oh oh oh,
i forgotten to mention,
the ' we ' is aunty diana & family & me :D :D

k, i'm so energetic now.
AND I LOVE HERSHEY'S AND FONDUEEEEE!!!!!!!
AND CHAWANMUSHI! :DDDDDDDDD

♥ i didn't mean it when i said i didn't love you so.

2007-04-21T13:43:00.000-07:00

sports day was yesterday :D
all those screamings were fun,
though it caused me to have a bad sore throat.
i think it's the first time in my
entire life i've screamed so much.
k, maybe it's because of _ :D :DD

i ran 4x100 relay with laogongy, precious and another malay girl.
though we've only got 3rd, but at least we won something for jaguar.
& yay i ♥ jaguar! (:
after that, i began to scream like mad with merlin :D :D
but it's super sad that jaguar has gotten last for the
cheering competition ):
nevertheless, i love jaguar alot alot :D :D

i went to study with precious after the event.
& we reallllyyyyy studied k.
i feel so proud of myself for
being able to study non-stop without talking much.
(:
then, we walked to limbang park to talk.
and it's damn stupid that we've chosen to walk at the grass
'cause we've got our slippers in the mud.
!@#$%
and and and, i hate the ants at limbang park.
they make me feel so itchyyyy.
--
oh, lastly,
go & watch ' 200 pounds beauty '
it's FUNNY & touching :D :D :D
highly recommended :D

i don't understand why must
you keep giving me attitude
and ignoring me.
i didn't offend you, did i?
i don't owe you a life.
i didn't blow up
'cause i respect you as a teacher.
& YES,
A KRANJI TEACHER.
pls, give me a break.

♥ i've lost faith in almost everything

2007-04-16T18:59:00.000-07:00

i decided that going on a hiatus really kills k.
therefore i'll be coming online, but only during break times :D
there was house meeting today
and as usual, i was screaming out loud.
it really helps if you're in a bad mood, really.

k, k, k,
maths CT is tomorrow,
so good luck :D :D

i wonder if those tears dropped was even worth.
but i'm also sorry for not believing you.
i appreciate your apology.
all i can say that is i'm contented w your apology.
it's enough,
really enough......

♥ when you didn't bother to even look.

2007-04-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

house meeting today was HIGH :D
everyone was screaming their lungs out.
well, not everyone, but mostly :D
yay,
i ♥ jaguar! :D :D

k, officially on a hiatus.
but, i'll come back to blog at times though.
otherwise, i promise to try to not touch the laptop at all.
(:

ohhhhhh.
fbd and I played in the rain today.
'cause i felt like doing it,
and it really rocks k :D :D

LASTLY,
i love hershey chocolate
and it rocks my socks,
pants,
clothes,
etc.
:DDDDDDDDD

♥ i love you just that way.

2007-04-11T18:33:00.000-07:00

mugmugmug

i still cannot accept the fact that
ting's hands are longer then mine!
i just can't accept it!
i believe mine's longer then hers,
it's just that hers somehow
grew longer for THAT SECOND
when we asked people to compare our hands.
grh >:
one day,
just one day,
my hands'll be longer!
hahahah :D :DDD

we dined at pizza hut for lunch
and it was greatttttt :D
k, as long as there's nice food,
it'll be great to me :D :D

and and and and,
we got back our physics common test.
SURPRISINGLY,
ting & i fared quite well :D :D

k,
we had streetdance after school.
the boys ( 2B's ) were reluctant to learn at first,
but as time passed, they began to learn and
yay, at least they get the rough idea :D :D

i love dinah dinah dinah :D

&
PRECIOUS
AND XINNNNN
AND AND LAOGONGGGGY!
i love everyone lah :D

i love the morning exercise dance toooo :D
TO PRECIOUS:
NICEEEE! :DDDDD

SUPER duper high today :D
and thanks precious for being as high as me <3

♥ every actions of yours make me smile

2007-04-09T19:26:00.000-07:00

when you stopped,
when you smiled,
when you spoke,
you made me go crazy.

--
i'm going a hiatus real soon :D
'cause of mid-years.
i gotta start mugging hard and stop going online!

almost all eldds syf team people went to take
our science common test.
chemistry was okay for me,
but physics is a little tough.
still, it's already over :D

ting and i rented " ghost game " from lot one.
it was rated NC16 and we thought we weren't able
to rent it, however, we tried our luck still.
--

we gave the vcd to the counter
man: i need your IC.
we were darn scared and we went,
oh we don't have an IC.

and we expected him to say,
" sorry you need to be at least 16 to rent this ".
but he didn't. :D :DD
instead, we gave him my ez-link card and we rented it :D

precious said it didn't have the NC16 horror.
maybe it's because of the slight vulgarities that's why
it's rated NC16?
she finds that it's not scary while i get so freaked out.
i really will get nightmares for the rest of my life k!

lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SONNY!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

♥ true happiness comes from someone not something

2007-04-08T21:49:00.000-07:00

All the colors of the rainbow
All the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify

For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences
when words are not enough
With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every stop to kingdom come
All the hope in every heart will speak
what love has done

BEL:D haha yup. i'm back :D
Yongkian! good job anyway :D
Thaqif thanks alot k! :D
HUIMIN-- i love you too <3
weiqin thanks ! i love you <3
SMACK;D smack<3 thanks alot. i love you <3
`crybaby haha yeah, you can get birthday vouchers :D
Liyana k, thanks :D
xiiao panda haha, shocked to see your tag. thanks anyway girl :D
Yanling-- i love laogong too :D :D
CHERYL i love you too :D
Yuinping me too me too :D tweetypig rocks my socks :DDDD
Yongkian haha k, i'll always remember this.
:) Rouxuan OMG, so shocked to see you tagging :D
thanks & good luck for your syf too! :D
Yuinping tweetypig<3 syf was great :D & yesyesyes, we can meet :D
oOCindyLimOo thanks alot FBD <3
Thaqif haha thanks for your support ALL THE WAY! <333
yuting thanks thanks =D i love you <3
DOREEN* yeah, it's such a sad thing. i hope there'll
be more syfs :D
Thaqif haha, i felt we've done well :D
MICHELLE keai <3 i miss you alot too. see you during the holidays k :D
Yanling-- haha it was great :D thanks for your concern <3
Thaqif I DIDDDDDD ! go see your tagboard ! :D zillions of tags :D
liying haha welcome :D
Yongkian! me too ): i miss the rehearsals and all.
BEL :D hello my dear gf! I MISS YOU TOO <3
Thaqif haha sure :D i'm always ready to lend you a listening ear k! :D
Yanling-- wo ye hen ai hen ai ni :D
HUIMIN -- sorry =X i'm no longer linking, but i'll tag you har? :D
melissa welcome precious :D glad that my laughter's STILL infectious :D ily<3
Yongkian! haha really? is it better now?
Thaqif omg, you & yongkian said the same thing. is it better now?
Yuinping I MISS YOU LIKE HELLLLL >:
ZIWEI haha i do :D i send you online? you have my new email?
HUIMIN -- i love you tooo :D
kegan haha hey :D thanks for tagging :D
Thaqif can can ! :DDDDD I LOVE YOU ALOT TOO <3
oOCindyLimOo haha lazy pig. i think you should be called FEI & LAZY BAO DU :D
BEL :D xP YES YES YES YES I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND :D
kegan haha thanks for tagging AGAIN :DD
NELSON haha ERXIN TIMES 2!

--
i miss syf.
i miss syf period.
i miss rehearsals.
i miss the hugs.
i miss everything.

♥ it never seems to end

2007-04-07T10:59:00.000-07:00

hi.
i went out with FBD <3 yesterday to town.
while we were eating, laogongy called me and
i found out that she's at town too.
so we went to meet her, ziwei, jodi and michelle ^^
we've also done a good deed yesterday k!
yesterday was good friday.
hence, we've done a good deed on good friday :D :DD
laogongy left with the others as she got to go.
FBD & I went to buy her school bag.
It's the same design as mine, the only
difference is that it's red :D
red's suchha hot and unique colour :D
i remember telling her that if one day,
i couldn't find her,
i can just look for a girl with a red bag,
then i'll be able to :D

k,during 5 plus 6, fbd was hungry.
--

me: omg, you're finally hungry?
her: haha yah. i'm normal so i'm only hungry now, unlike you, abnormal, always hungry.

--
:D
i think she's the abnormal one xP
'cause she gets hungry at neither lunchtime nor dinnertime.
haha :D

we dined at some japanese restaurant and
after eating, i felt like vomitting.
such a rare thing to happen.
a girl that eats ALOT actually said that she felt like vomitting after eating.
:D

k, then i bought a bottom,
we bought a present for asyiqin,
and we went home.

pictures :D

a picture of her cam-whoring :D

we played around with michelle's sunglasses :D :D

lastly, fbd & i think that these are not really good.
however, kudos to them for being able to withstand the heat :D

♥ i miss the rehearsals, the props and everything.

2007-04-05T18:07:00.000-07:00

SYF was great.
We entered as a one and we left as one :D
I really miss those hugs k.
I remember just one moment before our turn to perform,
everyone was hugging each other and
telling each other to " break a leg ".
I wondered why isn't it " break two legs " or " break a hand ".
=/

I really have to thank alot of people.
I wanna thank miss tang for eveything that she has done for us.
I wanna thank miss fazlin for being there for us.
I wanna thank Gerard for his patience, teachings and all.
I wanna thank Gerard's wife for her guidance.
I wanna thank Faizal for him always turning up at our rehearsals.
I wanna thank ahtootLOVE for all the care, concern & LOVE.
I wanna thank Warah meimei for her encouragement.
I wanna thank Audrey Mummy for teaching me how to scream.
I wanna thank Debbie for always being there.
I wanna thank Asyiqin for making the IHATEYOU scene so nice.
I wanna thank Quraisya for the advice.
I wanna thank Shu Hua for being Ritz.
I wanna thank Guan Yeow for his jokes and his well management as a SM.
I wanna thank Liying jiejie for her love and her well assistance as an ASM.
I wanna thank Fazilah and Guan Wei for moving the bench.
I wanna thank Weisheng for his encouragement and being a good crew.
I wanna thank Shufen dear & Hwaiyi that did a good job with the lightings.
I wanna thank Yongkian for doing a good job with the music.
I wanna thank Iskandar for also being an ASM.
I wanna thank Valerie for doing a good job with the props.
I wanna thank Priya for caring so much 'bout me.

I also wanna thank the seniors!
I wanna thank Suren for helping debbie and me with our diction.
I wanna thank Perlyn for calming me down during the day of SYF.
I wanna thank Cang ning for her support and encouragement.
I wanna thank Vicki for his encouragement.
I wanna thank Izzaty & Kailing for their guidance and concern.
I wanna thank Jean Le for his encouraging testimonial.
I wanna thank Haikal for encouraging me.
I wanna thank Maverick for being there at some of the rehearsals.

I wanna thank everyone that wished me good luck before SYF
and everyone that cared so much.

Those months we've spent rehearsing.
Those joy we shared.
Those tears we shed.
All has been worth it.
I feel that this competition has made us closer
and it really bonded us together.
All we can do now is hope for the best result :D

--

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, PRECIOUS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUFIANA PRINCESS!

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY, SERERN SWEETCANDY!

it just happens that precious's birthday falls on o4 April,
sufiana's birthday falls on today, o5 April,
and ser ern's birthday falls on tomorrow, o6 April.
:DDDD

We celebrated Ting's birthday with a movie & dinner.
Mr Bean's holiday was rather disappointing to me.
'cause I expected it to be superrrrrrrr funny.
but it wasn't. D:
it was just funny.
though i laughed out loud like mad when not really alot of people did,
i think that it could still be better :DDDDD
Sakae Sushi was for dinner and we really were crazaye there.
:DD

K, buy buy buy tickets from me for SYF showcase on 1st JUNE :D

" whatever it takes or how my heart breaks, i'll be right here waiting for you. "
faking a smile, putting on a brave front.
a voice within me that insisted,
" concentrate, girl "
it really feels ..
...
pain.

♥ together as a family

2007-03-31T19:11:00.000-07:00

" .. it's no longer a matter of the competition, it's a matter
of us being a family. "

".. if you believe someone, they'll be able to feel it regardless
of where they are. "

after so much hardwork, we must not
let our efforts go down the drain.
we'll give it our best shot.
all we can do is believe in her
and encourage her, care for her.
she might not be able to
join us during the competition,
but she's still our family.

stay strong k, girl.
we all love you
and we don't wish
to see you so upset.
everyone loves you.
eldds, teachers, friends,
classmates and most importantly,
your family.
they'll be there for you no matter what.
be positive.
we believe in you.
and we know you'll win the
competition together with us.
if you have problems,
please remember we are always here for you k.
cry it all out if you need to.
but never ever resort to foolish things k!
i love you.

eldds.
we must concentrate
and do our own role well.
takecare of yourself too.
drink lots of water and
take lots of rest.
I love everyone <3

♥

2007-03-31T11:47:00.000-07:00

Replies :D

SHIJIE I ♥ Kugs kunny too :D
Yuinping aww ): I miss you too.
Laura haha, chawanmushi rocks huh :D :D
NIL :D
Thaqif ): never mind, there'll always be a next time :D
ZHENYI! haha! :D
MELVYN hello hello gor :D
Thaqif haha, can't be helped. band jiayou :D
Nelson hahah, next time i'll use a camera & keep
taking photos of you !! let you see how it feels.
Kegan thanks ^^
`crybaby it belongs to my friend 'cause
she's a sakae member.
`crybaby there are no more links 'cause i'm lazy =/
Yongkian! hahah, it's not that ugly, it's VERY :D
Benjamin sorry =/ i have eldds.
Thaqif LOL ! :D your tag is super funnny :D
ShiJie haha ily :D
oOCindyLimOo i love FED too <3
junmay haha, yes yes yes yes, you know that i like you :D
MELISSA haha yay :D i love precious <3
Bingshu LOL :D
Yanling-- i miss you too ):
Laura k, relieved to hear that :D
Yuinping I LOVE YOU TOO :D aft. my syf, we'll meet :D
jeanle HELLLOOOO JEANLE :DD
ShiJie Kugskunnyyyy!
MELISSA i so-very-much-love you too:D
Nelson hahah, jealous har? ^^
Thaqif cheer up k :D
hannah thanks sweet :D
Yuinping thanks :D i love tweetypig <3
Yongkian hahah k, no longer on a hiatus.
& i love calling you kian :D
Yanling-- k! thanks :D :D i love you <3
passby onli oh i was on a hiatus.
Yuinping i love you alot alot too :D

to: Oscar, Yuinping, doreen{., HUIMIN, benjamin, qingchen, MICHELLE, hannah.
I'm no longer linking 'cause of pure laziness.
Sorry, but I'll still tag :D

Happy Birthday Bjorn :D

3 more days to syf :D
eldds cast & crew jiayou <3

♥ can i cry the whole day?

2007-03-28T20:00:00.000-07:00

6 more days to syf.

i'm feeling v.moody today.
'cause of some reasons.
i wanted to cry the whole day.
but FBD says i shouldnt.
sigh D:

however, the taboo game cheered me up.
it was so unexpected that our class
got in the second round.
in the end, we've gotten the 2nd position.
all i can say that it's unexpected.
but yet it still cheered me up, a little.

precious went to my house after that.
i wanted to send her to lot one
but halfway through, i felt like running.
so we ran the 2.4km route.
but obviously, not the full one.
maybe, half of it?
it's rather funny
'cause i'm running with slippers
and precious is running with her bag.
her bag is HEAVY,
so we took turns to carry it.
on the way, we saw kranjians
and they were like giving weird glares.
but, i don't care :D
only precious would do such crazy stuffs with me.
:D :D
i love you precious <3

we went to the toilet at limbang's macdonalds
'cause we passed by there.
then, we continued running till
we reached the place where we first were.
maybe, exercising really helps one to
forget all the unhappiness.
'cause i don't feel tired when
i was running.
usually, i would.
D:
when we almost finished running,
we began to take pictures, i don't know why.
& we took alot.
hahhah :D
k, then i walked precious to somewhere
near her destination and i went home.
;

i was tying my hair when
she took out her camera.
this, is the result :D

" .. i love precious " said by her :DDD hahah.
but there's more to this sentence.

my precious <3

i took a snapshot of her,
so she wanted to take a snapshot
of me too.
but i ran away.

:D

i wanna watch mr bean's holiday
and and and
stomp the yard...

♥ if you're not ready to let go, don't force yourself.

2007-03-27T17:42:00.000-07:00

7 more days to syf :D
or is it 6? =/

rehearsal today was okay.
miss tang improved on our play
and we're really tired.
'cause we didn't used spin room.
we used the hall so as
to get used to the big big space.
ahtootlove is sick ):
get well soon k!
don't over-exert yourself.
:DDDD

syf's really nearing.
time's tight and everyone's really
trying hard to help us improve.
eg, the teachers, seniors.
cast and crew jiayou :D
i love everyone in eldds &
the teachers <3

to precious:
1 - don't worry, he'll definitely like your present :D
2 - thank you for telling me this, " if you're not ready to let go, don't force yourself ".
btw, i credit the newspaper for printing this.
and precious for finding it k!
<3 <3

one last thing,

Happy birthday, Belicia baobei :D
I love you! <3

♥

2007-03-24T15:34:00.001-07:00

kay, replying tags as promised.

&. Piggyback me too me too ! <3
NIL ee. i don't like this kinda feeling.
BEL :D hahah kinda, but it's still nice :D
`crybaby hahah yup, from the same designer.
melissa i'm elated 'cause it's growing now! :D
yuting k, glad to hear that ><
Laura haha yeah.
TAO! all her kind looks like that.
TAO! & btw, i've found out that the lion is Pei Si :DD
Thaqif am i glad to see you too :D & the dog
doesn't resemble me at all k. :D
YUUKII*)E * YH hello i love you :D
Yongkian! haha me too, i'm gonna have a
great time LAUGHING OUT LOUD ! :D
BEL :D hahah it rocks ><
`crybaby hahah now you know :D
hwyi! HAHAH HWAI YI ROCKS TOO! :D & crew, jiayou :D
Yuinping haha i love you too! <3 & it's starting
to grow already :DD
MICHELLE yay thanks ko'ai. so happy to see your tag :D
shuna thanks jiejie :D
Cherii k, sure.
`crybaby okay :D
JOCELYN okay :D
Yuinping hahah sure, ily! ><
ZHENYI yay thanks :D
YH hah MEIMEI, ily!
JOCELYN lol yeah I WAS MISSING YOU! :D
YANLING i miss small kid partner too ):
joey hahah thanks, only if i had that thinking :D
passeryby far east blossomz :D but you
can get it at any blossomz shop, though.
Yongkian! k, it was :D
CHERYL hello :D
ZHENYI don't envy! band'll have the chance too :D
Thaqif 'cause i can't access your blog UNCLE! xP
liying haha double yay :D
ZIWEI k, sure (:
Laura lol, how come? i didn't add in horror xP
Thaqif it's not good. IT'S VERY GOOD :D
DOREEN(: hahah AHTOOT love<3 jiayou too! :D ily ALOT!

yay done :D
& i didn't run today, double yay :D
'cause i helped miss vanitha with the booth,
not 'cause i feigned sickness.
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGGIE DAR! <3

k, i'm super tired now.
&
i'm gonna sleep till tomorrow?
:DDD
hahahhah, try me.

♥ hard to let go, but i did.

2007-03-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

k i was happy today cos'
we could skip lessons to go to CJC.
:D
but we rushed like mad.
i don't understand why other schools
could have 3 rehearsals while
kranji could only have 1.
):
the crew was v.screwed up.
i think it was cos of the sudden change.
i heard that there were damn
lots of controls & all that.
furthermore, the stage's size increased.
gambateh crew :D
cast & crew'll work hard, together.
<3

eldds after school rocks too :D
we played an exciting game
and we were paired up
with seniors to improve our diction.
we're supposed to meet either
before school or after school
everyday till syf.
deborah & me were paired
up with suren.
i love suren so much ! :DDD

k, xin waited for me & I AM TOUCHED :D
i spent $3 to eat Sakae Sushi and
i'm not lying okay.
because of this magical thing :D

we had a filling meal &
we ate ice cream at macs for dessert.

i love 肥饱毒<3
:D
11 more days to SYF.

ILOVELAURA!

see, i didn't lie k :D
i love her ultra loads <3
&
i'll reply tags tomorrow.
:D

it's hard to, but i finally managed to.

♥ You only had her in your eyes.

2007-03-21T20:04:00.000-07:00

okay, i almost got banged
by a taxi, together with tweetypig<3
we were chatting all the way
and we crossed the road without even looking.
the taxi horned so loud that i screamed. :X
however, it was lucky that the taxi horned us,
if not i will not be blogging now....

sigh.
how i wish that was the case. :x
if it's so, will you care?

bio class test,
all i can say is that i'm disappointed.
i studied so hard, but it all didn't come out.
i really feel disappointed.
my history, my bio and all that.
i'm deproving and i don't want it....
))):
ohhh well,
being disappointed is useless,
i'll mug hard.

after school was @ pizza hut with precious & shihan<3
okay, this time i really find something filling.
ajisen and pasta mania couldn't make me full,
and yet surprisingly, pizza hut could ><
--
~~you don't know how terrible it feels deep down.~~

14 more days to syf.
&
Happy Birthday, Esther xinggan! <3

♥

2007-03-20T20:29:00.000-07:00

i just love this <3

i just had a haircut yesterday, a bad one to be specific.
sighhhh >:
can you imagine the agony?
my fringe sucks like hell now.
it's short and zhenyi asked if i used a bowl to cut.
okay, i used a plate :D
tweetypig says all it takes
is just a few weeks.
by that time, the emotional
hurt that've been caused is hell. ):

--
there's gonna be a syf showcase
on 1 June :D
every performing arts student is required
to sell three tickets.
tell me if you wanna buy, kay ><

we had eldds training in the afternoon.
we trained our diction and all that.
and we kept scaring each other.
quraisya & warah heard voices in
the container classroom.
.....
y'know what that means?
hahah.
:D
& i promise that if you switch on
the air-con of the container room,
it'll be like north pole &
you'll freeze. ( i think )
training dragged till 5 plus 6
and miss tang was shocked.
we were too shocked, but it was fun, so we didn't mind :D
--

i don't understand why are people
running away from their problems.
what's the use of running away?
the problems are still not solved.
is it really that hard?
我真的好累.

Mr bean's holiday is a must watch.
Like yk say, I might laugh till my head
drops out or something like that.
But if it's funny, I don't mind.
:D

i'm just so disappointed with myself.

15 more days to SYF :D

♥ she meant everything to you

2007-03-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday, nel :D
nel is my dog :D
okay, nel sounds weird.
her name's supposed to be chanel.
but everyone's used to call her
ah nel or nel :D
yay i love her very much.
but my insensitive sister said,
" one year nearer to death "
GRHHH >:
the dog has feelings too okay.

my dear nel <3

;
I met up with Agatha today :D
We had Pasta Mania for lunch and
I don't think it's very filling.
Nothing seems to be filling to me :/
Well, neither Pasta Mania nor Ajisen.

Then, we decided to watch Primeval.
It's super scary.
My heart felt like it could drop
out any minute, really.
One moment it can be just
a boy swimming,
the next second,
the crocodile eats him & he's gone.
>:
But one of the sentence in the
movie made me wake up.

The photographer in the show : What for post how many
Africans die? You think the people care about stuffs
that are many kilometres away from their home?

I think it's rather true.
The news always report that many lost their lives.
But the people watching the news
don't really feel anything. ( well, most )
Cos they didn't experience the pain.
okay, maybe it's not to you.
but it applies to me.
i didn't felt the serious-ness until
i watched this movie.
so i think it's a good movie :D
people should really care bout' the
things that's happening in the world now.
I saw how people were killed just like that
and I really felt like crying.
Somehow, I wanted to leave the cinema,
but I didn't want to spoil Agatha's mood.
It's rly very heartbreaking.
The sad thing is, the photographer died.
AND I FELT LIKE CRYING.
>:
I just feel like crying when I watch
the movie lahh.
But I still think people should watch
this movie, it's nice :D
p/s: * Provided you're not afraid of sudden attacks &
don't mind sad endings.

Okay, that's about all for the movie.
However, I seriously dislike the people sitting
beside me. I think they're sick.
^^

Tag Replies
&. Piggyback haha yup :D i miss the past! ILY!
TAO hahah another evil one :D
TAO I LOVE IT TOO XD
junmay i love my meimei too :D
BRENDON- hahah, welcome :D ILY<3
JOELYN yup, when school reopens, we can meet too ^^
DOREEN(: hahah he just turned back. XD
DOREEN(: yeah, we'll all jiayou, right :D eldds-syf'07 <3
NIL hahah, you give me a mysterious feeling..
Thaqif it rocks ><
Yongkian! hahah, i can tell you straight, NO CONFIDENCE! :D
jiaying` haha okay, thanks ^^

School's tomorrow &
yay, I can see many people :D

♥ I realised how less I meant to you.

2007-03-17T21:21:00.000-07:00

Today was homework day.
I completed most of the homework.
:D
I'm only left with :
o1 -- One part of History Workbook.
o2 -- Art
o3 -- Chinese creative writing.
I don't have much ideas for the creative writing, though.
I'm not really inspired by anything YET.
That shall wait hur :D

Then I met up with BC didi, Yuinping tweety & Yanling Laogong<3
We had fun crapping & teasing BC.
Esp. Yanling & Me :D Iloveher<3
He only said, " Spiderman ",
and we came out with many others like,
" Batman ", " Goodman ", " Slipperman ", etc.
^^
Then tweety got to go.
D: D:
So we accompanied them to the bus stop.
BC was ultra scared to go over to the
other side to take 302.
It was uber dark, really.
& He reacted in a super funny way.
Then Yanling & I sat the lift together
and we went home.
:D
I so-love today.
Though it was homework day,
I had fun too :D

Replies of Tags :D
yuting yup ^^ It's B instead of C.
BEL :D haha we did. I enjoyed the outings <3
NIL oh. in kranji ?
SMACK haha thanks XD Don't lame jokes rock? ;)
yuting :D LAME JOKES ROCK CAN.
Yuinping gonecase XD
CHERYL thanks for tagging ^^
thaqif haha cute hur? ;) & IMY too XD
Yongkian! :D :D
Bryan ELDDS ROCKS ^^
YANLING &* laogong :D haha meet up soon & ily :D
SONNY omg, i'm so gandong. i thought of you too!
Shijie:D it's such a nice song, don't you think so? ;)
kegan haha i will :D
precious<3 a promise's a promise ;)
G0blin haha i'm a crazy girl ^^
*~{N}elson~* as i've said, i'm crazy :D
laura hmm, i don't know. i've a feeling i won't use it much.
ZHENYI thanks YIYI ! XD
TAO haha i think i look funny in all :D
Yongkian! Come on over's the title XD
ZHENYI haha i'll try to post more kay :D
TAO yeah, thailand's a super duper unsafe place.
BEL! I love my Gf. too :D & thanks, my stomach's alright :D
Yuinping I love tweety too, forever :D
yuting oh okay, i'm looking forward to it :D
qingchen hee it's okay :D
Kiyo[: haha i have " Boyfriend " in my phone :D
Yongkian! yup :D and thanks, I ♥ your posts too. XD
`crybaby haha, not exactly the same. but same designer :D
HUMIN xP sure :D
jocelyn hoho (: okay hello XD

I love tomato :D

♥ imy

2007-03-16T21:29:00.000-07:00

i'm in a super duper happy mood today :D
so there shall be quite a lot of pictures. ^^

15 March 2007

:D
This day was LOVE <3
Precious & I decided to meet up to study
and watch a movie.
We tried to rent a Vcd at limbang
but the shop closed down.
But I don't know when did it close down.
Thus precious & I went to Yew Tee
to search for some shops that would
allow us to rent Vcds,
but apparently there's none.
We also saw Peter there.
:D

Kay after much deliberation,
we chose Nanny McPhee, which Precious got the Vcd.
I'm so shocked with her collections.
If I'd known that she has that MUCH of Vcds,
I wouldn't bother to have the intention
of renting.
Overall the movie was GREAT.
& we did SOME of the homework.
:DD

I met up with Isabel Gf after that.
We decided to have dinner at Causeway cos she
needed to give her friend something.
In the end, we dined at Mos Burger.
Kay the Ichigo Bliss was absolute L O V E <3
I swear!
Try it & you'll love it.
But it's super duper freezing.
^^
I bought a necklace GF wanted as
a birthday present.
She pulled me away, but I insisted. XD XD
Yup, it's true that it's the thought that counts,
but the present is a kind of sincerity too.
:D

We went Lot One after that cause'
we find that Causeway is super boring.
Isabel just walked into the neoprint shop
and the next thing I knew, we were
taking neoprints.
I think it's a zillion years since I've last took one.
Though it's a little expensive, but once in awhile,
it's alright yah :D

Yuinping tweet & Michelle Ke'ai came to
meet us after they went town.
:D
We had lots of fun crapping &
cam-whoring.
well, the pictures tell a more detailed story.
The day was LOVE<3

16 March 2007

I woke up early at 7.00 am.
Kay not exactly, maybe 7.10 am, after
lazing awhile on the bed.
There was supposed to be
trashing out at 8am.
However it was cancelled last minute
I don't know why.

But anyway, we had diction training from 9am-12.30pm.
It was ultra funny :D :D
I seriously had a great time
laughing out LOUD &
of course we've learnt something.
Lunch was from 12.30pm-1pm.
& I can tell you everyone was rushing like mad.
Kay, then when we got back and
saw Gerard, I was ELATED. :D
I miss him alot!

Rehearsal was fun :D
VERY VERY VERY VERY FUN :D
We added a new element to the skit.
one favourite phrase: " HAHA TALKING EGG! :D "
:DDD
We finished rehearsal early &
we had games.
I think it has been 25613456 years since we've
had so much fun :D

ididntlaughbecauseiwasthinkingofyou.
iwasthinkingofthatsentencethatcameoutofyourmouth.

We have exactly 19 days to SYF.
ELDDS, JIAYOU :D
The cast & crew shall work hard together.
We shall always be together as a club.
:D :D

Dinner with Isabel & Yuinping again.
:D
They're the love kay.
Had fun crapping and talking.
& I saw Peter again :D
His brother is super cute, I promise! :D
But suddenly I had a terrible stomachache.
So I kept whining and telling them
that I don't wanna lose my stomach or my life.
Then tweet was like,
" Don't worry, you won't lose your stomach and you won't die."
:D
iloveultraloadscan.

Kay pictures now :DD
15/3/07

Ichigo Bliss :D

Her reaction.

Look @ this picture.
See No Evil & Speak no Evil.
Where's Hear No Evil?
;)

:DDD
16/3/07

♥

2007-03-14T23:30:00.000-07:00

12 March

oral was gonecase.
i didn't know wth i was doing.
but anyway it has passed.
i shall not probe much bout' it.

kbox with xin :D
this was to make-up her birthday celebration.
cos she was sick on her birthday.
xin, shi jie & me were having a great time there.
but i think i was the only one
self-high-ing throughout.
:x
we were rather shocked to be given
the ultra big room.
cos no other small rooms were available.
we were lucky that we didn't need
to change our rooms.
& it was so big that there were
2 tv screens inside.
i love that day forever :D:D

one favourite song ..
" happy birthday to .. you ! "
only xin & shi jie knows what i'm
talking bout'.
:)

13 March

wild wild wet outing with my cousin & friends.
this was rather last minute cos
she was the only girl.
we had great fun there though
i was forced to somthing.
& her friends were ultra funny.
one of them was so funny that
you'll never know what's sadness
when you're with him.

we had steamboat for dinner.
just the two of us.
:D :D
i'll never forget this day too.
<3

kay i didnt achieve my target of
completing all my assignments during the weekends,
but i'm more or less there.
:D

& i'm not really blogging much.
a picture tells you a thousand words :D :D

♥ It turns out that your heart still belongs to her.

2007-03-11T20:58:00.001-07:00

out with maggie dar & esther xinggan today :D

we decided to go taka to have lunch
the moment we reached orchard.
kay i always seem to be
very hungry when i go out with dar.

after much deliberation, we decided
to dine at Ajisen :D
i've never really tried
the food there, so it was rather
new to me :D
the ramen was rather filling,
but i could still eat, though. =X

we shopped at taka for awhile after eating.
dar bought slippers from mcphosis.
but it was similar to the one she bought at fareast.
then we tried to look for my adidas bag.
it turns out that god loves me :D
cos my mother decided to sponsor me
to buy an adidas bag.
i love her very very much <3
obviously not only because of the fact that
she's buying me the bag.

kay then we couldn't find
the bag i wanted, at taka.
so we went to fareast.
& i managed to find it, but it was $79.
i didn't have enough cash, so we decided to
go over to the underpass & withdraw.
then we passed by wisma &
i saw the same adidas bag only @ $53.
i think there's a discount or something?
of course, i bought it immediately.
how happy i was to get it at only $53.
:DDDDDD

after that, we went back to taka again
cos esther wanted to buy slippers from mcphosis.
in conclusion, we walked alot.
taka > fareast > wisma > take >cineleisure > heeren.
it was super tiring.
D:

actually esther wanted to go pasir ris park to find
yuinping tweety, bc & oscar, but in the end,
her father/mother scolded her, so she couldn't go.
instead, we went westmall cos dar & me needed to collect
our zinc membership card.
speaking of zinc,
i really wanna sell that limited edition bag.
grh D:
i'll really never ever dare to be impulsive anymore.
in the end, dar & me cabbed home while
esther sat bus home.
kay.
i dont know what am i typing cos i'm
seriously very tired.
&
tomorrow's oral.
like omg,
i'm feeling nervous, i dont know why.
but the good thing is,
kbox-ing with xin tomorrow :D

replies of tags :D

laura haha okay :D rmb the pinky fingers!
ZIWEI haha it's okay :D
[Shu Qing] thanks ^^
liying alright.
Binbin hee kay (:
>Yongkian! I don't know photoshop. That's powerpoint :D
`crybaby thanks ^^
ZIWEI haha rly? thanks.
G0blin i miss you too (:
PRECIOUS haha. that's good.
[Shu Qing] love you more more.
ZHENYI heh =) beware of me.
Yuinping welcome, i love you XD
YANLING laogong XD so sad i can't make it tomorrow D:
MICHELLE hee yup yup.
laura yup :D remember it always!
SIOKYIT lol i'm not auntie lah :D
BEL;D haha i'm not going :X
liying i miss you too! <3
SONNY haha cos we went one whole big round.
SONNY erh & yes, it's Bpp I'm talking bout'.
`crybaby LOVE! XD
SHUNA you too! i miss you (:
Yuinping cos we went one whole big round :D
xiiao panda haha yup, imy!
jin leong-kimmo LOL! so shocked to see your tag!
laura haha sure & welcome :D
SMACK OMG smack, I'm so touched can!
liying why you ask me?
sonny sonny! XD i'm so gandong. you tag me even @ the airport :D
sonny byebye :D i'll miss you D:
SHIJIE hee, thks :D
NIL you are?
junmay i love you truly from the bottom of my heart :D
someone in the world Tahoma ^^
junmay haha kay, thanks :D
laura LOL daughter, you're super cute!
*~Nels0n~* lol yup! doreen the.........LOVE.
Bryan omg, why?
doreen(: hee yup. we'll work hard together!
yuting haha,A1.
cang ning thanks ^^
dOr` thanks & dance must jiayou too :D
Yongkian! omg, all of you hate lit that much?
yuting i told her, but she said she can't change the ppr, only the CA.
ZHENYI! haha, first time i hear getting C is a pro :D

baby when i heard your heart still belongs to her,
my heart broke.
but there was nothing i could do...

♥ 非你莫属

2007-03-10T15:52:00.000-08:00

i still can't get over what happened yesterday.
sigh...
forget it.

and the question is still : where's our weakness?!
grh, i really hate it.

yesterday
lots of people have been asking me, how's my meet-the-parents session.
it's okay.
mr ong just told my father how i could improve lit & all that.
& because of LIT, which i got a pathetic C5 D: , there's no more adidas bag.
grhh D:<
i really tried hard for the rest of the subs kay.
i didn't fail.
it's only lit that got C.
why must my adidas bag go down the drain?
DDD:<

eldds yesterday.
sigh.
i don't know what to say.
i feel so pressurised.
sighhhhh.
;

i finally finished the 51 ace-learning questions.
i could die meantime.
but still, i completed it.
an impossible but yet worth giving a try plan : FINISH ALL HOMEWORK BY THE WEEKENDS.
:DD
i'll try.

however, i'm rotting @ home now.
tweet's rotting too.
:D
therefore we want to go out now.
but the question is WHERE?
singapore's so small.
small.
very small.
super small.
super duper small.

babyimissyou.

kay,i'll try to reply tags later.........

p/s: i miss sonny! <3

♥ Tired yet life has to go on.

2007-03-09T18:19:00.000-08:00

you wont like to see this.

i wrote a whole lot of things but it's gone.
i just wanna conclude that you really suck.
you & your attitude.
hatred brings misery.
yeah but you?
i rather be miserable then to like you.
y'know why?
cos you suck.
you're the first person in my life i hated so much.
you & your effin' face.
your attitude.
i've tolerated more than i could.
more than what i normally do.
but it's already to the point that i'm bursting.
i felt like crying at that point of time.
but it's no point crying over you.
as cang ning says, our fingers are not equal.
the world is unfair.
nothing is equal.
YOU ARE BIASED AGAINST ME.
if you think i'm immature/childish, i'm at my wits' end.
when one person is pushed to a limit, she's not afraid of anything.
i'm not easily manipulated.
i won't be manipulated by you.
would you please just treat me like a human?
like someone that has feelings?
i cannot stop you from being biased.
and you cannot stop me from hating you for that.
eff.

;
effeffeffeffeffeffeff.
im very unhappy.
i really am.
i was elated throughout the whole day only till then.
i dont get it.

♥ Your voice was music to my ears, because I loved you.

2007-03-07T19:52:00.000-08:00

I met up with Pei Shan yesterday.
:D
We wanted to go to Bpp by bus, but we weren't sure of which bus to take.
So we went lot one to ask Yuinping tweet :D
& I saw super duper lots of people there:
Michelle & Jeramy, BC, Shujing, Geraldine,
Chaowei & kss people, etc etc.
On the way to the bus stop, I saw Oscar too.
:DD
We then took bus 973, which was a super duper long round.
It cut through Lim Chu Kang Cemetry
& it went to dead end before turning back again.
I thought that we could see some scary stuffs, but apparently we did not.
Instead we used that time to talk bout' scary stuffs to freak ourself out.
Maybe it's because the cemetry don't freak us out, therefore we're dissatisfied.
:D
Kay, we reached Bpp at around 4 plus.
I think it took us 1 & 1/2 hour to travel from Cck to Bpp.
:x
We tried to find nice bags, cos I wanted to buy a new bag.
Speaking of bags, I really shouldn't be so impulsive.
D:
Next time, I promise I'll think twice before I buy something expensive.
When we wanted to go back, it was pouring like mad.
So we went to KFC to rest our legs while the rain gets smaller.

We ran all the way to the interchange after the rain got smaller.
By the time I reached Cck, I felt giddy.
& By the time I reached home, I felt like dying.
It turned out that I had fever.
However I slept @ 8 plus, so I was better this morning.

AND NOW, the fever comes back.
grhhh.>:(
hopefully it'll be alright tomorrow.

<3:
don't bother too much bout' her words kay.
prove to her that you're the opposite of what she says you are.
show her that you're not how she insults you.
i know how it feels, but don't get too upset over her cos it's not worth.
always there for you.

i loved the way you played the guitar.
i loved your smile.
i loved your voice.
i love everything bout' you.

♥ Baby, lead me to your heart.

2007-03-05T17:59:00.000-08:00

I was on impulsive shopping again yesterday.
D:

The dinner at my aunt's house was great.
Though it's just simple dishes, but it's the togetherness of the
whole family that made me feel great.
:DD

Xin didn't come to school today.
I felt a little disappointed though I knew it that she wasn't coming.
However, it will not stop us from celebrating her birthday.
Speaking of birthdays, today's Kengwee's birthday.
Happy Birthday :D May all your wishes come true.
:D
We got back two class tests, History and Physics, today.
To precious<3 : Don't be too sad bout' Physics kay.
It's only counted for the next term.
So all you have to do is just score well for the other tests, and
it'll pull up your Physics marks.
;

We went to revise @ McDonalds today.
I tried to resist the temptaion, but I failed. D:
But I swore that it was either the second last
or the last time I will eat Macs, for this month.
Then, as I forgotten to bring my History textbook back,
we had to go back to school again.
& I almost died while completing the History assignment.
rar.
I hate agree/disagree questions!! D:<

I hated myself for being able to do NOTHING when they insulted you.
I hated myself for not being able to help you.
If I could do something to help you, I'd gladly do.
But I just didn't knew what to do.
;
I felt unhappy when I knew you were waiting for her.
But I couldn't do anything, because you love her.
In your eyes, there's only her.
In your heart, there's only space for her.
She's everything to you, whereas I'm just a girl you know.

♥ Always there

2007-03-04T12:54:00.000-08:00

Thanks Zi wei for the picture :D

In a state of total confusion.
I don't know what else can I do.
It really hurts to pretend that I don't love you.
It really hurts to try & pretend that I just treat you as a friend.
It really hurts to try & ignore you so that you'll be convinced that I no longer love you.
It really hurts cos' you love her so much.

♥ The mysterious feeling I can't explain

2007-03-03T19:11:00.000-08:00

I was out with Isabel Gf<3 the day before yesterday to celebrate her birthday.
We actually planned to go Marina for some kinda buffet, but it was cancelled as she has detention.
Thus we decided on Sakae @ Bugis.
It was fun to keep trying to say ' delicious ' in Japanese, though.
:DD
Then we went Bugis street to find a new sling bag cos' the one that Jolene gave me for my birthday present, was spoiled.
I was so heartbroken lah D:<
Though I've spent a long time trying to find one that I like, but in vain.
Instead, I bought a new denim skirt.
I've really tried to restrict myself from buying only the sling bag which I want, but I still could not resist the temptation.
DD:
Reached home only at 9 plus 10, and so I had to rush all the assignments.
--
I've not posted pictures up for a long time.
So here's the pictures taken on that day.

ELDDS yesterday wasn't that smooth.
D:
It's so sad to hear the negative comments cos SYF's on 4th April and yes, it's nearing.
What's worse is that we're after Nanyang Girls, which FYI, consistently got Gold during SYF.
But I believe that as long as we try our best, we'll be able to do it!
eldds, jiayou [:
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replies :D

Yongkian! thanks :D
BEL;D haha, it's fate! :D
ZHENYI! omg, don't mention it. it's disastrous DD:
MELISSA lol, I can't leave the post there forever. sorry D:
happiiboiiME[Oscar] haha yep :] Today was a super duper fun day!
Yuinping Yep, same here ;]
Yongkian! I did tag youuuu! Twice/thrice. But you don't reply tags D:
Aaron haha yep. Hope that you're doing fine :D
siying kay ;]
Yongkian! I've updated & added PICTURES! :]
ZIWEI I WANT I WANT! :X LOL.
`crybaby haha :x most probably i wont change this.
quraisya haha sure ;]
ENGJUE thanks ! :DDD
weiqin i LOVE you too <3
BEL ;D haha I love going out with you too [: meet up again during the holidays kay?
Yuinping It's okay. You had your reasons.
Anyway we're meeting again during the holidays! :D
Yongkian! Updated! :]
SONNY It's a FANTASTIC SONG right? ;]
Nicoleeee Thanks! :D I miss youuuuuuuuu. Come back soon!

I feel contented :DD

♥ You are meant to be forgotten, isn't it?

2007-02-27T19:03:00.000-08:00

The four tests today could use only one word to describe: Disastrous.
I think I'll flunk all.
However, it is already a fact that I can't change.
DD:

FINALLY, I met up with Yuinping tweetybird today!
We've been trying so hard to find a day to meet each other, but in vain.
Peishan, Oscar, Benjamin, Brendon & Geraldine were also there.
:D
It was fun, though there were alot of sickening
mosquitoes that came to bite me.
Grhhh D:<
Still, I'll never ever forget today <3

damn you, you had to spoil my day.

♥ It feels so weird.

2007-02-26T18:35:00.000-08:00

I couldn't get to sleep yesterday,
thus resulting in me falling asleep only late at night.
I really need to thank Gab for keeping me company. ^^
However, because I slept late at night,
it resulted in my numerous times of yawning during lessons.
=X

Tomorrow's a busy and hated day.
Cos there are four tests.
& OMG!@#$^&^%$##^&.
I hate tests.
The thought of having a test already dreads me, not mentioning FOUR.
-.-
But one thing that cheers me up is the fact I'm meeting tweety and I can't wait! :DDD
I miss her so muchhhhhh.

It felt so weird that I had to put on a fake front.

♥ Just for her

2007-02-25T17:55:00.000-08:00

For my beloved girl:
Please stay strong no matter what cos' you have us.
I know what you're going through now and I understand.
I know it feels numb and pain.
But you can always let it out.
I'll definitely lend you a listening ear.
Don't probe about it too much.
Just do what you think is right, and please don't keep everything to yourself.
You'll feel bad.
Cheer up.
<3

How I wish, I just wish, that they would all be decisive enough.